We got something really dope coming your way on October 4th. I won’t start promoting until I get the green light.
"I’m ready to chase the Yakub back into the caves. "
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September 9 is my least favorite day of the year. Every year on this day I read Fred Cuto’s appeal, drink brandy and smoke a cigar. In 21 years, I reflect on all the time lost and what could’ve been. Imagining an alternate reality for my life. I think about my suppressed emotions, I don’t vent often, Brandy just numbs whatever emotional pain I may feel.
When I’m in solitude, I can close my eyes and see him and here him. One of my favorite memories that I often reflect on is my taking me to Burger King and ordering me a couple Breakfast Buddy sandwiches and taking me to get my haircut. He used to take me to 2 barbers. When I was he gave me the option of chosing which barber I liked better. One of the barbers totally creeped me the hell out out because he had one arm, and my father knew it bothered me. But told me he was proud of me for facing that fear. The barber’s name is Lefty. So I told my father, I wanted Lefty to cut my hair and he continued to cut my hair for the next 15 years.
Lefty, along with my godfather, family members, and random people I meet who knew him … continue to share with me their memories of him. My memories are few and far between and I’m sure one day will be completely faded.
"Memories fade like dreams, don’t you get caught up in the bliss. ‘Cause then it’s right back to reality. How bitter sweet is this?"